I am Batman!!

I’ve been destroying my body in hopes that this pain would override the pain in my chest, this is the weakest I’ve ever felt and I deserve it.…im just sorry. Maybe the pain will subside if more pain comes. But I’d rather me feel like shit and let you grow. I’ve given you everything I can and someone better will help you to become something so fucking gorgeous that i wont be able to even glance at you. it’ll still hurt sooo God damn much to see someone better make you happy but…..I deserve this